Stress come to me

Although still within exam period but i feel like wanna express something by updating blog =X 
I felt stressful. 
Finally stress came to me. 
After the 3rd semester lols. 
This time will be my last chance to maintain my scholarship. 


Don't know why this time everyone seemed serious than last 2 times. 
It made me felt anxious.  
I have to hit 3.25 to keep my scholarship TT 
Last 2 times both i got below 3 nia. 
Is it possible to make miracle for this time?  Please....i'll turn to be a good girl, sincerely =)


If there isn't any miracle happen on me , I will just say Hi to ptptn. 
And sorry to dad in advance =( 
Next year your purse gonna bleed again. 


ps: I miss Home. I miss Raub. I miss Mum. I miss Friends. ='( Other than sick , i suffer from homesick as well. 


Black eyes around my world -.- i need adequate sleeping time. After back raub, i wanna sleep 99!


God bless me. Fighting ! Study gogogo. See ya =)




Siwon ™

Eric said furry don't float

I am so HYPER now ! 
Can't fall sleep at all leh ... -.- today drank too much oolong tea already 


But hor i felt dam hungry now.
My lovely belly always feel empty at wrong timing =.= what to do with her huh? 
These 2 days i lost appetite again. LOL 
I really need to improve my digestive system ... so weak man


Today i watched 2 movies haha MOVIES MARATHON with mockee! 
<Happy Feet 2> & <Twilight Saga : Breaking Dawn> 
Both are definitely different type of movie. 

Happy Feet 2 : 
I didn't watch vol. 1 before but doesn't matter. It wasn't connected. I mean the storyline =)
Eric was the main character of the movie. He is a SUPER DUPER cute chubby penguin i had ever seen haha 
He made me feel like wanna own a penguin baby. Blablabla....eventually Eric turned to become a HERO from a coward. 
This movie brought us a message something like SAVE THE EARTH don't try to destroy animal's habitat

Breaking Dawn :
Today was the premiere of this movie. I heard from one fm haha! then kik suddenly come ~~ 
This is the last episode of the Twilight series for currently la..... who know ~ maybe the author of twilight will give Edward and Bella a perfect ending xD. 
At the end of the movie, Bella had born their baby girl . After that, she died. But she reborn in a sudden -.- 
It was all about the love story of Edward and Bella =) Edward damn lengzai leh! but mockee strongly disagree with me! ARGH...


ya oo ... by the way , actually this was the first time i been to cinema to watch one of the twilight series movies =O


Sharing finished. :)  
It's my bed time no matter i can fall sleep or not. i will try to close my eyes tightly.Goodnight to myself.  


Siwon ™

NO-school day

在这个可以睡到自然醒的好天，我在station one自high中 =D 

下个星期就是我们的study week了 .... 意味着我的第三学期即将结束 

其实也没什么特别   只是  很快的明年又要来了 

这个星期日就是我的10km日 -.- Nike We Run KL 活动 第一次参加  是很好的尝试

 yiling genie上星期已经上云顶工作了  祝她们好运  自己好好照顾自己  =)  

有空会去探望你们的  我超想挑战自己驾车上云顶  只是我不会下山 -_- 

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上个星期经过世豪介绍去听了蛮多讲座和training  没错这是很好的赚钱机会

可是已经这几天认真的想  我其实只想踏实地度过  现在我只想好好享受大学时光

不需要在21岁的时候拥有200k  不需要在明年拥有自己的车  不需要finance freedom 

还finance freedom叻  这样只会让我不会存钱的坏习惯  越变越遭哈哈 

我对自己的未来很有规划  我不在乎是否可以实现  只知道我一定要实现 

你们就尽情嘲笑我吧  说我不现实  说我傻  

没关系的  有一天我会让你们知道我是对的 

我要的是现在很乖的读书  完成diploma  然后到sg internship 

之后如果可以我会要求爸爸让我到澳洲或者英国继续degree

到那边后半工读  乖乖读完2年后就开始累计工作经验  按部就班不用一步登天

当然最终站会在Las Vegas 

这样就好了 =) 

 明年就是2012了，世界末日耶....如果是真的的话，也没关系就大家一起死去再好好投胎吧 B)

ps: 

Elaine帮我找到一份不错的工作 XD! 

只需要在家帮人打document就好了....650一个月很不错厚 重点是在家hahaha! 

我很喜欢打字  不知道为什么  就是喜欢  甚至很去download打字游戏  有时候我真的很无聊 o.o  

人有时候少点要求，少点欲望，会快乐点的，活在当下就好了

想想自己拥有的已经够多了  不要贪婪 =)

Siwon ™

Distance

好像不管怎么样   害怕紧张依然还在

其实很害怕  却要装着自然不在乎的应对

仔细想  自尊心太强不是件好事 

如果脸皮可以厚一点   世界会比较完美      

对不起   我不是不礼貌  只是我不敢确定我的”Halo” 会得到同等的回应

低头吧  这会是最好的招呼 

也许我们的想法都一样顽固   谁也不肯先踏出那一步

没关系   就这样吧   对上眼的话Hi就可以了  

没对上眼的就低头装做没看到吧  

我永远不会再当那个笨蛋了

Never EVER

人笨一次就够了  

That's it. And Byebye. 

Siwon ™

Byebye BBB

Today was the last class for Bar. Beverage . Barista . also our practical exam.
We all did good job in our exam =) 


But the only thing i really beh song was Shaun Liew, one of the judges 
He asked me eat the chrysanthemum flower that i used to garnish my cocktail to prove that it was edible. 
Damn him. I was stunned -.- HUH?! All of my colleagues were asking me to EAT to show him, don't let him LC there.


See.....Shaun, the judge made many of us hate him so much. 
He was like try to pick a bone from egg.  In good word called EGO ; in bad word called ARROGANT. 


Other than the matter, overall were quite okay.  
Hehe...Mr Ronald always the good one! He liked my drink =D he gave higher marks than the stupid Shxxn. 


Let's see the pictures of us! with luv 

It's mummy's turn to make her mocktail - FIRST KISS.

ps : the guy in black was Shaun Liew. 

Our theme ___Chrysanthemum LOVE. 

Shaun said , my drink which called Leave me alone was not connected to the drink =( dam sad weih. 

All of the drinks we presented at outside of the oenology lab. TADA!! That's it~~~ 

Our babes all are freaking creative right =D

CHEERS! i'd finish up my cocktail =) 

YAM SING~~~~ 

Ps: It's ok to say goodbye and see you again with Mr Ronald =D 

As we gonna meet again in next semester __ Sommelier  

Oh gosh....i HATE wine. Dam -.- 

Siwon ™

Love u u

傍晚6点钟呆在客厅对着电脑

什么也没做  就这样看着电脑荧幕睡着了

朦朦胧胧中被姐妹花走动声惊醒了

原来已经晚上9点钟

感动的是眼前桌上放着准备给我晚餐

外面刚下雨  风扇开着  周围都好冷

可是心里却有点小温暖  虽然没有热泪盈眶

谢谢你们 =)  好爱你们  ♥

正在迈向19岁的我

会一直加长心胸的宽度的  当然不是只因为一顿晚餐

生病的时候也是他们的照顾

虽然我们交情不深  可是他们也那么关心我

就算9点以后还没回家  也会像妈妈一样打电话找我

大家在一起生活本来就应该互相迁就

好吧  多做多得  我比较有空家务我多做点不会少几斤肉

未来老公看见有个很会做家务的老婆会爱我多多的 oh yea B) 

Siwon ™

You are the apple of my eye ♥

平时是好好学生的lois今天在上课后的10分钟突然很热血的约我和vinqx skip class去pavilion看电影 
其实昨天我们去过了可是都卖光了
今天11点我们原以为有机会看到最早的那场，结果依然SOLD OUT 
没办法啦...我们都逃出来了没理由跑回学校吧 


结果我打电话到ViVa HOME查<那些年...>竟然还有很多空位耶
那么为何大家都冲去pavi看叻? 那里几乎每一场都满座哦 我没有在夸张啦

前座&后座 

我也曾经像柯景腾一样三不五时转过去问大哥一堆问题 C: 问到他发火哈哈 好怀念啊  

虽然去年才离开高中，可是看到他们的校园生活，突然好怀念中学的一切。

就这样我们毕业几乎已经一年了... 好快 

这个结局对别人来说也许是对彼此最好的结局，可是我一点也不喜欢

也不知道为什么，就觉得他们只差临门一脚 

他坚持一点，她挽留一点，结局就会不同了

因为结局太难过了 我们在电影院里哭得好丑哦

会有替柯景腾心疼的感觉 心里有块很不舒服 =( 

九把刀曾经也难过得无法自拔吧 真是傻仔一个

可是当时的他是抱着怎样的心情去她的婚礼? 我很疑惑 

it's okay to watch twice C: I wanna watch ONE MORE TIME. Express your feeling , cry 99 ! X) 

 Siwon ™