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我是幸福的人，我知道...不过我从来不这样告诉别人...

3餐温饱，有个不错的家，很好的爸爸妈妈，还有2个傻婆妹妹，还很幸运的度过了17个新年 =)   

我还有医不好的皮肤病叻~ 上帝很爱我...它怕它在茫茫人海中找不到我所以给了我特别的记号~ 

我的手臂每年在特定的时候都会脱皮，脚底也会在特定每年的某个时段裂开... 很痛还会流血不过我习惯了~ 太多年了

小小的时候，妈妈爸爸阿姨外婆都到处带我去看医生...我也不知道去过多少医院了...是有些好转不过治标不治本

我很早以前就看开啦...不过因为别人的眼光所以我多少有些在意 ~ 

小时候开始很多aunty看到我的脸红红白白就以为我皮肤很好...就会说我你妈妈照顾到你们很好哦~ 每天煲汤给你们喝对吗? 你从金马仑来的对吗? 马来人就误以为我是游客-.- dari China ? Jepun ? Fuu~~ 
不过我是混血儿咯xD sempalit混tras的local mix-blooded...haha! 


6岁以前我记得我完全不能吃任何海鲜的叻...可是之后又可以吃了~不懂为什么... 
不过哦...T.T 最近我好像又不可以吃了...为什么叻zzz 我好喜欢吃虾! 又如何? 我的身体不喜欢它! 妈妈又常常煮虾...argh
我其实吃了才很久我才发现...我开始敏感=( 现在惨了...我的背后好像很严重... 
红红的一块一块..又会很痒...我不敢抓怕留疤痕...要开始戒口了~ 不过新年妈妈一定会煮虾的~ 全部都很喜欢嘛... 
其实我昨天才问老朋友，我们朋友那么多年..你看见我时常这里脱皮那里脱皮会恶心吗? 不会叻..还说内在美比较重要
不过哦...我外在美跟内在美都没有怎样么? 
我知道爸爸也是很关心我的皮肤病的...去年在深圳他要我去看中医...只是那个中医看起来像骗人又很noob... 
他讲我只是小问题...只要买他的药吃了几个疗程就会断根~ 几钱? 1个疗程8千元... 哈哈 给你8元你都要偷笑了...还8千
我不要...我跟爸爸讲买了我都没吃的...还有他一看就像骗人的~
我知道我问题出在哪里咯...以前有一个医生说我缺少一种vitamin...别人都有就我没有~ 很特别叻
没有就没有咯~ 最多不是每天搽这个搽那个啦~ 冲凉过后最最最麻烦的...


除了这个...我还有是幸运嘛~ xD 
其实去年看spm刚好第二天考Sejarah...家里发生一些事情差点让一个家破碎~ 说来话长.....所以不说啦 
我不想记得不好的事情，现在的我只是向前看而已! 这件事没有影响我考试~ 不过心里多少有些阴影...
没想到电视上发生的，我可以亲眼目睹...wow...算了啦~ 过去的就让它过去吧! 我很早就把它看淡啦~


今天又是一个睡到自然醒的早上! 10点我就爬起来了...我真的不该那么早醒的zzz 
其实我每天早上起来最期待的就是杨妈妈跟我讲...起身了吖~ 我煮了xxx... 去拿来吃. 然后我就'喔'啦! 
通常我'喔'了...我就走去看电视摸这个摸那个没有去拿东西吃~ 然后杨妈妈就会弄好给我叫我去吃=D 
不只是我...还有那2个傻婆也是酱~ 吃完了碗放在桌上哦...杨妈妈又顺手拿去洗! 最~ 爽的ha! 
杨爸爸也是咯...其实我好妒忌我爸爸...因为杨妈妈每天千依百顺! 爸爸一回家，妈妈就盛饭捧汤...haiz 
可是，他还要酱对她=( 不过我不予置评~ 手心手背也是肉嘛...爸爸照顾我们那么多年，妈妈又为了家打拼多年~ 
我知道杨妈妈现在在学习忍耐还有视而不见...听而不闻~ 她很成功一下咯...
她正在学习看股票，她讲不然她会乱想东西哦! 人家看着戏，她就一直转台看股票zzz 她终于成为悠闲的家庭主妇了


今天无所事事做了一天的废才...O.O 我没有带到课本回来...温习不到啦! 
Chef Loke又要我们每个人学会7种汤的recipe...开学后又要交assignment...开学的2个星期后又mid term! arghh... 
刚刚去check mail来...eugene send他的assignment给我看...惨了T.T 多到我想哭...他讲他用4天才做完-.- 
好! 我决定了! 为了不要浪费library fees, 开学后我要天天去那里温习! 不要跟她们去逛街了...为了我3.0的CGPA ! 
如果给人cut掉scholarship , 我一定给我妈妈cut掉的咯...今天我有跟她提到一下...她讲到dhm好像很容易酱 zzz 
今天她弄午餐一直叫我做这个做那个叻...洗米，煲饭，还叫我看她煮菜...haiz 弄到我好像读dca多过像dhm -.- 明明是管理O.O 变厨房!


不过我很享受今天的午餐=D 我和杨妈妈2个人一边吃bah kut teh , 一边聊天... 
自从昨天回到家后，她就一直叫我吃水果~ 还要我带一箱柑出去kl ... ei , 不过那个柑哦...真的很甜叻! 我突然间爱上它~ 冷冷又容易peel the skin~ 我每天放学回家没有晚餐，就吃3粒柑当晚餐~  Mask也很喜欢咯~ 我一片它一片 >.< 
在kl , 每天回家后不是游泳，看戏，就是玩wii ... 没有的上网很可怜-.- 闷到发霉...我又不温习wor...很懒 
还是回到raub舒服=) 可以出去喝茶找朋友...空气又比较好~ 豆豆少很多! 感觉脸上的毛孔都会呼吸了xD 
又可以看见我的ah kim...不需要跟人做sardin鱼挤monorail ! 


I love RAUB , I am a Raubian ! 


下午突然很困，一下子睡了3个小时...起来的时候好像8点了...天气冷到! 我根本不想起床冲凉...我一直窝在被里面...好久才肯起身haha 然后又帮杨妈妈去车站阿姨...-.- 我去错车站了~又白兜一个大圈haiz 
hoho! 阿姨讲我的脸尖了~ 以前包包脸的...现在没有了哦...我觉得还好咯~有没有自己知的嘛...她太久没见我了啦
10.30pm czy约去喝茶...还有jon , alvin n xuekei ~ blablabla ... ks没有mood不要去~ 没关系咯...我明白! 
12点...2nd round去najath ... 不过alvin走了咯~ 一直吹到1点半才回家... 载他们回去的路上，我们看见bomba车叻...Bata店那边不懂做莫...很多烟哦~ 路人都停下看...
对了! 婉欣和宁明天回来咯...那个傻婆一定很开心的咯~ see u tomorrow ! xD
好冷哦...我还不困~ 不过我会让自己困的! Goodnight


ps: aiya ... today never take any pic xD 


✖ Siwon™ 

Trip to M❤lacca

28/1 > 
After finished our class , elaine , darren n me went to Department of Student Service to take our awarded scholarship letter ...
Shit lo ... CGPA must 3.0 and above O.O Omg .. Omg .. O..M..G 
what to do ? hardworking a abit la -.- 18th of Feb mid term ooo ~ so fast ! 
afterwards , darren accompanied me went to McD bungkus set lunch ~ 
sherlyn , elise them went to buy Hot&Roll ...


1.30pm jor ... we rushed to HangTuah LRT station ... wow ... so many people 
after half an hour we reached Bukit Jalil bus station . haha ... there was a funny thing xD 
Many taxi drivers over there kept on asking people whether want to take taxi bo 
Got a Chinese uncle , he spoke Cantonese d ... 
Johor , Singapore , Seremban .... 小姐你要去哪里? 
Elise answered the uncle , 我要去australia可以吗 O.O wow ... she so dare to talk like this 
The uncle seemed like beh song oo ... he said , 我载你去美国要没有? 要就来! 来啦! 
All of us laughed non-stop ! haha ... elise , u are really COOL! i admired her braveness -.- 


We reached Malacca about 5pm something ... elaine brought us to take Panorama mini bus to the RedHouse ...actually this bus is for tourists d ... it will bring u along to the tourist spot 

elaine & sherlyn 

siwon yo..(who take this pic -.- really not pro enough la) 

the cool & 'hyperactive' darren 

cathy & elise ... same jacket from ROMP 

no matter where ... he can fall sleep zzz

waiting for elaine's boy boy to pick us 

scorpion ! fake d .. but hou yeng arh 

hehe .. elaine n her boy ~ jacky 

i love this pic ~ everyone look good =) 

the place we stayed .. actually this is not a hotel .. is a motel -.- 

emm...we all don't like these beds ... scary n weird ~ elaine have asked the boss that we wanted to change the bed cover .. the boss said ok ! but he didnt change it arghh ... whatever la ... ma cincai sleep la ~ 1 night only @@ 

the temple infront of our motel ~ 

windy day ... fresh air ~ i love it ^^ 

we were finding for our dinner ~ 

many people oo ~ especially tourists ... korean many oo 

darren n cathy enjoyed their dinner so much ~ see their face then know 

satay celuk .. jacky brought us to there ^^ cheap n nice ~ 

after having our dinner , jacky brought us to the beach ... but we saw nothing -.- all in dark ...where was the sea ? hmm...actually we felt like wanted to go the beach play play d ...but elaine have to back home before 10.. we paisei to make her trouble ~ so nvm lo 

jacky fetched us to the red house , but we did want to go back motel first xD! we decided to go the beach ourself .. darren said he recognised the way to the beach ~ then we started our journey ... walk walk walk around 15 minutes i think ... WE REACHED! hahahaha~ wow ! 

sand n my feets ~ xD i shouldn't take off my shoes d as my legs easy allergy -.- but don't have other methods la~ i wore high heels slippers O.O really dai sei ... 

after that , we went for dessert xD! beside the beach ... a seaside night club ~ but we didnt go inside la ~ 

Cannon... BOOM ! 

took photo at night really felt different arh ~ 

we were trying our new shirts from Brands outlet ... 50% quite cheap xD i love my Polo tee

2nd day , we were preparing to go out to start our assignment research =) 

shit face xD! inside the motel ... great korea style decoration ~ 

inside the museum and doing our research ~ this was The Malays Tradisional House...cool 

 what a COOL boat ~ 

we bought it at Jonker Street ... hawaii style xD

cool ~ i mean the weather 

we were inside the Democratic Government Museum ... here got 5 museums -.- this was just the 3rd museum we visited ... freaking tired ~ took a rest ^^ haha ... i purposely show the shit face ~ 

the SKULL mark very yeng ! 

just for FUN nia ... xD

hi , Mr.Cheng Ho =D 

the last time i went to Malacca was 5 years ago ... emm ... i couldn't remember where i visited and with who ? @@ 

cathy lost her camera unfortunately =( this was the only bad thing for us .. so sad 

anyway , i enjoyed this trip very much =D there was full of fun and joke ~ thx to my colleagues ^^ 

✖ Siwon™ 

part-time day ~

Today 12 noon , after we finished our studies ... we stayed back at lobby to discuss our trip to Melaka on next friday xD 

7 of us , 2 boys and 5 gals ~ eugene , darren , elise , cathy , elaine , sherlyn and SIWON haha 

Eugene ... a humour n funny guy in our class ~ but not same group with us ... actually i didnt know him very well zzz Cathy asked him to join us d -.- he decided to do Bukit Bintang already lah ... so this time , he just accompany us to go Melaka for fun ~ 

At first , Eugene said that he can drive to Melaka and Darren also ... but Darren seems like daren't 

Nevermind la ... by bus also same ~ GaoTim! dismiss ~ Elaine going to Bukit Jalil to buy tickets =D 

Koey suggested to sing k .. me cincai d ^^ want go ma go la ... but the Cathy and Elise went to badminton meeting , Sherlyn and Mama (another new coursemate ... just intake few days ago) wanna watch Tian Tian Hao Tian ...@@   then nevermind , Koey and me went to Sg.wang Greenbox sing k ~ 2 of us only xD! so what ? we can sing more songs leh...ohh ya! i bought a very nice bag today ^^ I LOVE it so so so much xD  

koey , she is the one who very very hardworking to copy notes ...xD

Koey and me stayed at Greenbox from 1to 3 ... because we got student id XD so ... very cheap! 2 of us only Rm23+ snacks and drinks UNLIMITED! i leave at 3.30 went to Jalan Ipoh ... my cousin's pharmarcy ~ i was taking my part time over there ... Took monorail from Bukit Bintang to Titiwangsa Rm2.10 (aiyo ... so expensive , i took from maharajalela to imbi only Rm1.20 =S ) ... so far =( i waited until catnap zzz 

My cousin phone to me and said that he at outside ...cannot come to fetch me -.- he asked me to take taxi O.O

 LOL...i was so poor lah ! yo ... what to do ?! i thought Batu Lima was near to Titiwangsa T.T but the metre inside the taxi kept on rise ... rm 3 > 3.50 > 4.60 > 6.50 > 7.80 i reached ! I gave the taxi driver Rm10 , but he just give back me Rm2 ! He kept on asked ok arh ? Rm2 ok ? i also blur blur liao ... he ok what ? i took back my Rm2 and leave the taxi la ... th he should give me Rm2.20 lah! HenG! 

 my lunch .... 1st time bungkus ngar bou rice                                             

 1 of my jobs ... i have packed 100 packs of cotton ... my fingers gonna break off T.T 

✖ Siwon™ 

it's my life ...

18/1 >

After finished our english class , yi yan , me , elise , sherlyn had our lunch at Mr.Ramen … we planned to watch movie > paranormal activty 2

this was my set lunch … I thought it was quite worth ~ Rm15.90++ (chicken chop rice , mango pudding , handroll sushi , green tea)

After that , we went to cinema to have our movie … haiz …rm8 wasted la! Argh…elise la == not nice at all ! and B-O-R-E-D like shit zzz  however , we got student discount 20% but I still feel that not worth la !

this was my safety shoes (we wear it when we pratice in the kitchen .. well this shoes quite heavy lar == )

Mr.Joykin asked us to wear black shoes last week … but I didn’t went to buy xD I don’t want waste money … as seniors inform us we will get our service shoes 3 weeks later …

Last week , I heard Mr.Joykin said can wear this wad … but my colleagues all so scare said CANNOT ! but I very stubborn , scold ma scold la , just don’t bother it XD

Wow… when I stand infront of Mr.joykin , he praised me instead of he scold me ! wahaha Actually at first , he asked me , why I wear this shoes but after that he continued to say , hey ! but u looks smart and nice la. Your shoes are polish and it looks good ! =D  scare me haha..

Emm … last time in Chef Loke class , joyenn and rachel recommended Chef Loke me to become leader of group C1 -.- so , Mr.joykin chose me as the manager of upper east side café today zzz! I didnt know what to do at all … i even never become a monitor in class before … how come I handle this job ? ==  arghh…I just simply ask them to do this and that … so paisei la -.- I kept on said SORRY yaa… MAFAN NI ARH … THANK YOU ARH … 

haha.. can help me make a BUN behind my head ?? xD aiya… so envy u all lar wahaha

see this pic u gotta know how free I am… I waiting for them to make their BUN !

 elaine & yiyan …. Lai ~ say CHEESE =目 

 well , althought I need not make a bun , but I need to pin up my hair =(  aiyo … quite long time never pin it up liao ~

this table setting called Ala Carte … I needed to double-check all the table settings they made … if not I cham lor T.T 

19/1>

I am a lady today =D going to gai gai …I found that I love grey recently <3

At night chat with Darren , my group handsome new coursemate .. he so pity … always so shy -.- I asked him why ? he said , no la … still feel strange mar ~ actually he was a hyperactive people wor ~

I discussed with him about our assignment as he was so new in the school … last decision was he wanna follow us go Melaka to do his assignment zzz … but all of us also girls gang la … he said nvm ~ he sleep in 1 room himself @@

Actually he was quite talkative in msn la … but in real life emmm -.- I don’t know u’re shy or what la … that’s why until today u just know 2 people in the class la

OOH YA! Darren and me were born on same day ! haha ! so ngam xD  when I saw his fb wall , so surprise ! he also shock of that .. haha this world so small arh ~ 10 of March our BIG DAY ^^ but he 6.39pm just come out (he asked d , he wanna know who is older )-.- me 11.30am … em la me older than him zz  

20/1>

Today I woke up at 9.00pm then followed my cousin went to his shop to work as part time ~ because today is public holiday that’s why I so free … actually last night ky suggested go out pou d … but after discussed long time then canceled . LOL used to be … nvm ~ I go work better la .. go pou need to spend a lot also XD

I worked in a pharmarcy which owned by my cousin … rm4 per hour because I was still new mar ~ he said after I work for long period of time , he will rise up my salary d xD  but I scare I cannot handle my studies only -.- today they worked half day only … I sat at there and stick the price to the stuffs 6 hours O.O my hands gonna break X( 

When I had my breakfast with my cousin’s gf … my future biao shao … she is the pharmarcist of the shop … she told me a lot of things about hotel management , biotech , pharmarcy … she asked me to think properly … because hospitality this line less people take it … and the salary is lower than a pharmarcist . And she said that if I want change course now still can … but I never think of that before arhh =( I thought of hospitality since I was form 3 . I dont know why but I just feel like I love it . Maybe I born to be a hotelier xD                                              Well , nothing gonna change my MIND … I enjoyed my study very well =D

My mum scared of me cannot find my feet at KL … she still like to call me everyday =S  everytime when I just finish my class or I wait at monorail station , it’s the time she call to me , for surely ! xD  aiyo … why she so interested what I learnt everyday ??? she want take this also meh ? She everyday asked me , Wen ahh .. today learn what ? Fun ? Bored ? If I answer Fun , she will say … just start sure Fun lah … ; but if I answer Bored , OMG … blablablabla … haiz u see … I asked u think properly before d mar … u don’t want listen to me ~

Mum … I enjoyed my pratical class … i don't like theory class la ... but I think not only me lo , I think everyone in the class also don’t like theory class d la -.- just sit there and listen to the lecturer … zzz really sleepy and sure no fun lah …

After 3.30pm , we leave the shop and went to PJ to have our lunch … my cousin said don’t want eat too much because night still want go out dinner -.-  they brought me went to DIM SUM restaurant … emm … nicole (cousin’s gf) said that , this shop so~~~famous wor … LOL …who said don’t want eat too much ? but they kept on order zzz… they always treat me food, so paisei @@  nicole still go to egg tart shop to buy some tarts and swissroll for me as next day breakfast … then they wanted to cut their hair … okay … tropicana city around PJ … they loved PJ so much arh ~ omg .. omg .. 2 people RM90 -.- and the hairstyle really mamadei only la ! nicole got asked me cut , but I dare not la … later she pay for me , I more pai sei zz 

tropicana city , a new shopping mall at PJ … that’s why less people over there 

Haha … when they cutting their hair , I went out to walk myself xD I did something mad today ! haha … I admired my braveness ! xD

That time , I was reading a book inside a shop … suddenly I heard a ringtone sound … was a phone call of the lady beside me.. WOW! This song… her ringtone ! I find for this song for long time T.T because I didn’t know what was the name of the song … so I failed to find it =( OKAY… during that time , my brain only thinking of how to know the song’s name … so , I asked the lady what was the song’s name ! wow… is that SIWON ? who I am ? O.O i am so DAMN brave ! 

The lady was so kind , she willing to find her gallery to tell me ^^ thank you .. okay , I knew the name now… after I said thank you then I gotta walk back to the saloon lo .. but suddenly , the lady and her bf came to me and asked me whether I want the song she can send to me . i scared of disturb them so I rejected lo . but she was passion to send me the song and said that send song also need not $ wad ~ oh ! thx a lot ! her bf beside her also so kind arh … he said nvm .. we can wait , u just send it ^^ WOW! HOW COOL IT WAS! Both of them are also user of nokia 5800 , my phone5530’s bro xD then we chit chat awhile lo … oh gosh , really thx ! so touch T.T

We reached home at 7pm , bathed , then ready to go out dinner … wow O.O my cousin’s friends 8 of them … all gathered at my cousin’s house -.- amboi … so shy ~ all I also don’t know =(  my cousin brought us went to DA THONG JIU JIA .. wow … quite high class arh -.- car parking per entry RM15 … I think I can predict the price of the foods inside already ~

The stuff brought us into a private room , wow… got karaoke and private restroom inside there … all of them so high ~ kept on singing only ~ we stayed at there 4 hours O.O

Happy BIRTHDAY aboy gorgor ! 

✖ Siwon™