Life cannot start over ='(

今天一放学后回家就坐在沙发发呆...冲凉出来才觉得肚子饿zzz 3粒柑我的晚餐 TT
很奇怪...今天一切都算顺利也没有被人骂~ 不过情绪好低落=( that's why i am typing new blog
走路回家的速度比平常还要久...就是不想那么快到...

Terence，Mockee他们今天被Mr.Joykin骂...Kishen也是~ 弄到他们好不开心
Terence比较可怜...他讲他今天被骂4次了O.O 害他一直担惊受怕不敢乱来
其实Joykin每天都乱骂人的...need not so care what...习惯他的嘴巴就好咯~ 要求严格嘛
Kishen讲的很对嘛...现在给Joykin骂跟未来在工作时被骂比根本不算什么....
我也有责任的=( 也许是我分配不妥...
我在跟Terence聊天叫他不要那么难过的时候哦...我听到有人讲...
你又没有被骂过，当然不知道人家几伤心啦...
我特地不转过头看谁来的~ 我不想伤感情去讨厌你! 你以为我在幸灾乐祸?? f u
2个星期没剪指甲结果被扣分-.- hoho 今天我负责serve bread & butter所以一直进进出出厨房
wahahaha...近距离看到全berjaya最帅的chef billy xD! 平时看起来很cool不过很幽默一下咯...
平时每次都是我分人家工作弄到自己每次都没有东西做...走来走去做废才~
这次我死都抢着serve bread & butter! 全部你们做完害我什么都没有学到-.- 什么都不会

this guy is Terence ... our princess x)

26/2 >
这天是星期六...我有F&B mid term...前一晚没有读到书-.- 我知道我死定了的
早上6点有爬起来翻一下不过什么都记不到啦...算了咯...就早早去学校
这张paper2个小时...做完可以先走...一直做一直做...也没有很难啦...至少我可以写出东西xD
一做完抬头看才9点40分...算了咯...我就举手交...然后全部人看着我O.O 我不懂做莫....
原来我第一个交-.- 惨咯40分钟就做完了...我以为很多人已经走了的嘛 pai sei到...
重点是我不是很会还乱做然后第一个交...等成绩出我就丢脸了咯zzz
今天是Berjaya Founder's Day...人多到不行...又是Dato Viccent Tan (Berjaya大老板)的生日~
谢谢Elise -.- 我第一次被阻塞在人群中动弹不得...真的开心到爆的美好经验= =''

好多好多摊位: Kenny Rogers , Starbucks , PapaJohn ...连7-11都摆摊...O.O 

外面布置到很漂亮叻...人多到wow....那只龙的底下是蛋糕来的...Dato Tan生日请吃蛋糕 =D

    放酱大是有点perasan啦 xD! 不过我还是要放~ 因为我觉得这张照片的我好帅! hahahaha 

    那个TOTO好大个哦~ mommy n sherlyn也笑到很美嘛...放大是必要的

  

这个叫水泄不通...haha! 那3个babe是3胞胎了的叻...好可爱^^ 全部一样脸的...好兴奋!好好哦...一次生3个痛1次而已就可以'收工'了XD 不过买什么都要买3个...是有点出血的~ 

有一本coupon不懂买什么好...结果跟自己学校买cookies -.- Siwon and Mommy ~ (Her nickname)

大概玩到1点我就离开了...去Titiwangsa买车票回家~ 这次是杨妈妈叫我回的...一开始我也不知道为什么不过后来我懂了=( 

这次回家的过程真是跋山涉水+难忘咯-.- 以前都是ks弟弟載所以这次是第一次自己搭巴士回家

经过这次之后我突然觉得可以坐车回家是幸福的T.T 

一个人从Imbi搭monorail去到Titiwangsa...好远哦O.O 我去跟Mara的counter买票的结果那个uncle很奇怪!他叫我去买Union的哦zz...做莫叻? 随便咯...有得回就可以了~ 3点的巴士okay回家收拾

又从Maharajalela搭monorail到去Titiwangsa...看到monorail都想吐了=( 1天搭5次-.- 得空到

妈妈又一直打电话来问，她应该是怕她女儿太聪明回不到家=/= 我会问人的嘛....

一去到那边看手表才2点半...巴士3点...坐着等先应该很快要到了~ 

我拿票出来看...shit lo -.- 3点半...我酱匆匆忙忙是为了什么?! oh no....

突然有个uncle来问我几点巴士, 我就讲3点半咯~ 他讲现在有1辆3点的巴士有空位叫我去

我还在暗爽可以早点到家又sms跟eugene讲我super good luck! 我真是乌鸦嘴-.- 

很奇怪咯...我买union的票不过上central pahang?? aiya...cincai咯~ 一样坐的啦 

哪里知道这辆巴士热到爆...冷气烂不要紧还没有镜子! shit u ... 

管它啦...累到beh tahan一上车我就睡了...前晚太拼命为mid tern打拼 xD. 

结果1个小时我被吵醒叫我下车说换巴士

huh? 我根本不知道发生什么事...一看出去窗口...我们还在kl tol ! 我突然很火滚

又热又累又要搬东西换车...''shit u'' 害我一下子脱口而出 -.- 平时我很斯文下的嘛=) 

上到另外一辆UNION我更火! 都没有位子了! 叫我们站着回Raub啊??! what kind of stupid service this is ?! 有位好心的马来同胞看我可怜左右一包站起来让我坐...真是感激不尽!

没有位子也不要紧了...重点是冷气也坏了O.O i am damn good luck man ! 

那个马来人好伟大...='( 他热到满脸流汗...还滴在我的脚-.- 

头好晕又热到半命...座位很不舒服...要睡也睡不到...

每次我很眼睡不过又失眠我就会坐在床哭的...我知道这样很38zzz 不过我不想的

千辛万苦终于到RAUB了T.T 妈妈去车站載我...一上车我就bilibala跟她讲完我的'幸运'遭遇

我讲1句她顶10句-.- arghh! 然后她突然讲: gong gong生病了哦...cancer又复发了...

真是晴天霹雳...10多年前ah gong的cancer不是好了的咩? 听到杨妈妈酱讲我根本不懂要怎样接话

我只是知道ah gong最近身体很不好一直进院...又讲是老人病?? 他之前生病康复了就很健康了的

好突然...='( ah gong从小看到我大...載我去补习读书...回忆真的会一幕幕回来的

然后我刚拿到motor licence跌倒擦伤去医院...ah gong来看我还一直关心我问我有没有事...=( 

出来kl读书之后我就很少见到他了...也不能帮他做什么...听到这个好难过

ah gong已经80多岁了...医生也不敢帮他做任何化疗了...老人家的免疫力很弱...支持不住的

现在只可以给他吃vitamin补充营养而已...

外婆好难过哦...我一回到家她还跟我讲笑的...我一问到她ah gong怎样...外婆突然整个脸都忧愁起来了...=( 虽然外婆跟ah gong整天顶嘴...不过看得出来外婆很担心ah gong，还每天帮ah gong念经

现在外婆也是行动不好，要妈妈和阿姨照顾ah gong......

星期日那天，我干妈表姐还有阿姨一家在外地都特地回来看ah gong...我知道杨妈妈为什么叫我回家了...还叫我如果可以现在开始每个星期回家=( 我知道这是不好的预兆....

他们都害怕ah gong突然走掉对不对? 不可能的啦...ah gong会长命百岁的咯~ 他不知道几精神叻! 中气十足...ah gong一叫整个六福都听到! 这个是我们帮ah gong起的slogan来的...因为ah gong讲话好好好好好大声哦! 酱生猛的人那里可能那么弱的? 妈妈他么想太多啦...

我的第六感很厉害的...不可能就是不可能

我离开之前去看ah gong了...他瘦了...眼睛变得很大粒...不过肚子还是肥肥的=) 

ah gong, 我是雯吖...你生病好了没有? gong gong, 要吃药知道没有? 我等下要出kl了哦...你要快点生病好回知道吗? 我下次再回来看你啊! (我几乎用来喊...因为gong gong听不太清楚)

ah gong只是一直点头...还有水汪汪的眼睛...好难过...平时那么精神的ah gong突然虚弱到说不出话......生离死别突然离我好近好近=( 

 一路上干妈还一直在讲ah gong的病情跟医生表哥T.T 我希望肝癌化验的报告不要出来.....

不然连希望都会破灭...外婆一定会很难过很难过的...外婆会每天以泪洗脸的=( 

liver不是可以切掉的吗? 把生癌的那个部分切掉不可以吗?? 

全部阿姨都认定ah gong会突然走掉! 下个星期阿燕姨还要从日本回来......回来度假不要紧吖....不过杨妈妈讲她们全家回来看ah gong =( 杨妈妈也很奇怪! 一直买ah gong喜欢的东西给他吃...ah gong超级喜欢吃肥猪肉还会特地挑出来吃...ah john他们还照顾过ah gong可是我没有过....下个星期回家要跟ah gong拍张照片留念! 我突然想到我和ah gong的最后一张照片好像是baby的时候拍的~ 

ah gong , 给我机会未来照顾你吧! 我可以的...不过要你的配合=) 我知道我一定有机会的

等我毕业那天我们一起来拍照! 你讲过你要看我带四方帽的~ 

四面八方，天上地下的神明, 请你们保佑我杨惜雯的外公身体健康，长命百岁! 

因为他要看我毕业，要和我拍照，还有好多事情要忙!=D  

爱情可以重来，可是人生不能重来...

✖ Siwon™ 

Safari night ...WOW

18/2 > 
I was going back to my lovely hometown after my class ^^ 
at first , i didnt plan to go back because of the class replacement ~ 
But i felt like wanna go to genting theme park suddenly =( then i asked my colleagues to cancel the class on saturday and replace it on another day .... 
they were so kind xD! i love u all so much ... muakzzz 
Oh yaa ... thx to Mr.Joykin too hoho ~ 
aiyer...i forgot that today we need to go for injection at 3pm ... O.O 
after class we got much time to hang around ts .... so bored ... 
finally , i took a rest on the carpet prepared besides the escalator ^^ there was so comfort
i fall sleep quickly but ashame made me wake up -.- 
as there were many other students and staffs would walk through the escalator what ... 
then for surely everyone can see my sleeping face xD... so shy hahaha 
Elaine and Mockee came to find me and slept together over there ~ got cushion some more 
Elise , Cathy , Sherlyn , Mommy , Koey all came to there also @@ 
i knew the place i found nice n comfort larx ... but so many people share it not bad also la
i realised that how childish i was since that day wahahaha... 
elise , cathy n me played the escalator , we walked down from the escalator which people used to go up ~ the security guard was so happy to see we playing over there 
He kept on encourage Elise to jump ! JUMP ! JUMP ! hahahaha laugh die us 
Other than that , i played carry on back with Elaine also xD 
We had fun ! Elaine , a super duper thin girl carried me on her back ~ she so strong ! 
afterward i carried her on my back also lur... light la ~ but so pain T.T 
Her bone collided my bone =( seemed like she dont have any soft skin....banyak sakit -.-

OH YEAH! There was an angry thing ... SHIT HER! We were sitting on the top row of the hall, but i didn't know why Sherlyn them kept on asked Chef Loke to let us inject first =S 

I didnt know what they rush for -.- then Chef Loke asked us to go down to sit at first row lorxxx....

okay, the 8po seniors all beh song already ... kept on say something like : u see all of these stupid fellow run like a monkey idiot...they know what is shame or not ? we come first , what are they doing ?  

F her...say so loudly for what ? i sat besides u only... u though u are senior i will scare of u meh ? what the hell ... kept on say such rude words made people angry ~ don't know what is manners arhx ? shit u! DCA very pro is it ? si noob! Chef Loke asked us to go down first ... u so pro ma go scold him larhx~ just dare to say infront of us ... bully juniors very proud arhx ? slap u slap u ! kick u kick u ! argh ...! whatever... i wont fight with such rude people... damaged image ~ u so rush ma give u RUN first la~ 

other seniors didnt say what also ... why u so many complaints ? huh ?!? 

Sherlyn them also bad -.- so rush for what wor ... make people angry... late ma late la 

It's Mommy's turn ...actually not pain at all -.- i couldn't understand the 38 Elise screamed loudly for what .... fast gao dim fast leave larh... still ARGHHHH! AHHHH! LOL what also can scream -.-

we reached Raub at 11+...then straight went to Forest to celebrate laysze n aiyi's birthday =) finally rushed back before 12 ....come go say thx to the mad driver...  

Happy Birthday to Both of u ^^ 

19/2 > 

We went to Genting ... 12 people + 2 
laysze , shu rou , genie , xue kei , alvin , ks , ky , csk , jon , junior , woo ... shlee and aaron.
Dont have nice pictures at all -.- one of the reasons is i didnt bring my camera charger zzz! 

so sad la ... i didnt go to theme park this time =( just play Flying coaster only ... haiz! 
next time i sure will go to the theme park outdoor to play whole day d ! but during sem break 1st xD 
We watched 2 movies at the cinema ... <The Green Hornet 3D > and <Sanctum 3D >...
well , my comment is sanctum much better than the green hornet ^^ 
That night was a unforgettable night ~ ks , ky , xue kei , alvin , woo n me went to Safari ^^ 
the first time i step into to night club ! a place that full of alcohol , smoke ... sexy ladies some more ~ 
but too many malays ... n foreign tourists O.O 
most of them are passionate arh ~ dance with u and then touch ur waist and stomach ~ fU~ 
waist n stomach are acceptable ... but ass n boobs are consider to sexual harassment :)  
As my stomach not feeling well , i wasted the beer .. rugi jor ! 
we stayed at there from 1 to 4 ... and then went to yc at oldtown ... super cold night! 
After back to hotel , i busy this busy that until 5+ just fall sleep ~ 
LOL ... i slept with kei n alvin ... they were busy all the night -.- kept on shaking the bed and make me wake up few times ... 
yeah! i faced a weird thing... i saw junior was slept besides me when i woke up...and i could totally see his face clearly...but he didnt ='( i hope that is my eyes blurred already lorx! 
The next day, we woke up at 11+ ...but after ready everything that is already 1pm ~ 
12 people need to bathe and prepare themself need a lot of time what -.- 
Went to Be a Star sang k again ... O.O last time also ... last time we went for 2 times zzz
LAlalalalallala...............
Back to Raub at 3.30 > Went to Bentong ate ice-cream but i didnt xD > Went to 山寨谷 between Raub and Bentong 

✖ Siwon™ 

=(

Raining day make people moody =( ....
tomorrow got mid term , but i just finished chapter 1 ~ too bad
tonight need not go to my bed already O.O
at first , i thought it was just a small test , that's why i didnt care about it la.......
this week i just know that this "test" got 20% for the whole sem ! shit lorx ...
didn't study at all -.- what to do ? RUSH la!
i felt moody today , reason.........haizz don't think of that i will feel better
today i back from school at 2pm then took a nap until now lurh ><
tired.........fall sick again T.T
panadol active-fast also useless la ~ 8 tablets finished jor =.=
what's wrong har? keep on fall sick at kl .............. T.T
i miss raub so much .......i feel like wanna back home ~
but dad asked me don't always back to raub =(
mum keep on ask me go back~ haizzzzzzzzzz
this saturday got practical class replacement somemore ~
i should skip class ! hahahahaha
this wednesday i did it ..... shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
actually i never plan to skip the whole day class d la O.O since i am a good student what ~
nehhh......yuna n yiling la ~ keep on beg me to skip class ....
aiya .... cincai lorx....then accompanied them for whole day ~
we went to watch movie <all well end well 2011>..........i watched before >< 2 times ady lurhh
i enjoyed that day so much la ^^ accompanied them to shopping and hanging around in TS ~

                           

so syok xD! i love 3D 

✖ Siwon™ 

18 = grow up ?

杨惜雯好没有用...外表长大，心还未长大...
明明外面很多人，明明今天才年初4...竟然突然会莫名地难过
眼泪一粒一粒滑下来...爱哭包T.T 哭什么??!? 情绪化到........
aboy gor gor他们还有一大堆朋友在客厅玩...我可以一起的不过我不想...
我以为我一个人我会过的很好，根本没有
我不想一个人搬去jln ipoh那边=( 不过爸爸要我一个人去那边住先...我不想T.T 我真的不想啦...
他要我适应一下环境...我不要一个人...我有讲不要，爸爸讲不要住人家家麻烦他们...
到那里我会更加寂寞的...那时候更糟糕
整间家一定很安静的...我不喜欢安静的家...家就是要够吵才像家嘛
我以为我适应了这里的生活的...我没有吗? =(

早上8点就给妈妈吵醒了...好像没睡过酱-.- 昨天5点才睡
要不是爸爸讲要载我回kl...我可以睡到饱饱的zzz
整个人累到不行...轻发烧又伤风...谢谢那个谁啦o.o 我要吃多多vitamin C了!
又说会塞车的...都没有嘛...在文东吃了早餐就出发咯...一路上都很顺畅吖

一打开车厢，才看到妈妈拿很多东西给我带回

去... 1厢柑，牛奶，豆奶，糖果，饼干还有肉干....其实上个月带出去的饼干和麦片我都还有吃完...还有很多=S 通通都是未来的晚餐~ 

haiz...不喜欢一个人吃东西=( 

一路上杨爸爸和杨妈妈一直一直跟我说这个说那个...又把我当作第一天去kl -.- 

还有很糟糕...我想撞墙壁了! 杨爸爸以为我跟ks有非比寻常的关系O.O 

他首先假假问我，上个星期谁载你回来? chitang 那个吖? 

我就哦一声罢了啦....

你跟他很熟的咩? 

没有啦...朋友咯~ 

这几天晚上你去哪里? 又是跟他吖? 

没有吖...去玩牌罢了嘛...(他一问这个我就知道他在想什么了啦...haiz 算了咯~ )

爸爸认识他爸爸的嘛...blablablabla...我们大人看的比你们多blablabla... (很够力眼睡只是听到这句) 

我真的病了...我听了他们讲很多不过我不懂他们讲什么...头昏脑涨@"*(&^%^^&#$%^

然后..................................................................................我完全睡着了xD 

一看眼睛，就到未来的家~ 

wow...这个condo明明看起来都很老了...不过很像很high class酱哦O.O 

car park有个guard 又要用住户卡去scan才可以进去lobby那边..........

去游泳池那边开门又要用卡scan....然后又有一个guard在那边.... waaa....很多工哦....那张卡很重要一下咯...不见了真的是吃自己-.- 

这个未来家不大不小...3间房，家私通通ready了...tv还有2台虽然不是LCD ... 还有天台...

风景嗯-.- sg.klang有点肮脏酱咯...其他都还好...就差几个housemate就perfect啦~~~~~~~ 

12点多我们就离开啦...去茨厂街....去走走看看而已~ 

爸爸一直跟我说这里很多水果平时可以走过来买...又有很多东西吃...可以过来打包.... 

其实不是我不想T.T 是平时放学回来都6点多了...已经很累了...所以宁愿早早回去休息不吃啦

再加上...要走过3排店在转进小巷再走才到我住的那边...很暗很暗...非常恐怖-.- 不宜一个人走啦

杨爸爸去海鸥买东西...他肠胃不好，常常手脚生脓...所以去买药

原来他不只是脚有脓，手也有...脚的脓已经发炎了...去医院打了消炎针

看起来很痛很痛...脚的脓很大粒...我看到爸爸走路的时候，脓会不经意流出来...

脚都这样了，还每天去做工...脚不痛吗? 

吃了午餐就载我回去咯...他们在那里坐了一下就回raub了......=( 

爸爸给了我这个月零用钱...他加了...比上个月多..... 我其实没有不够用啦...只是上个月有去malacca才会花多的...然后第一个有很多东西需要用的要买...所以咯~ 不然我会剩$ 的xD

好累...睡睡睡到8点起床还是那么累... 很饿咯...又没有晚餐...
饼干很多很多...不过看到都没有胃口不懂做莫...喉咙痛，声音又沙了，全身发热...生病了咯-.-
1个月里面生病3次....以前都没有这样过的=( panadol 都不知道吃了多少粒...
证明kl的空气真的很不好咯...在raub我不知道多么的健康! 空气很好嘛....
从kl出街回家用棉花擦脸哦...棉花会黑的~ 在raub就不会咯
haiz...没有人在家...没有电视节目...没有的上网...一个人坐在沙发吃2粒柑....还要跟一只狗share
这个view很像很孤单酱....将来我不要这种生活~~ 我要一个很热闹的家

下个星期妈妈他们又要来kl去未来家打扫了....=( 时间不多...真的要搬了...爸爸都出声了咯
不知道下次如果我再回去家里...爸爸再载我出来...他们会不会又重新跟我讲过<KL生活原则>? 很长气...不过我想听xD

✖ Siwon™ 

my beloved daddy =)

10分钟前，我正在烫衣服的时候，杨爸爸突然叫我...

他要我帮他弄他脚上的纱布...我问他的脚做莫? 他讲生脓...

做莫要酱包住的? 做莫不要按出来? 还没有熟~ 

杨爸爸只有1双手不够用，所以要借助我的手帮他包扎~ 

突然间好难过=( 为什么会生脓的? 一定很痛的....

爸爸的手长满茧...因为长期都做粗工...所以手一定是这样的 

这个是勤劳工作的人才有的记号... 杨爸爸非常非常的勤劳! 

因为他有3粒明珠要养啊~ 这3颗明珠都是用血汗来养的...

虽然我的手皱皱的很像老婆婆老公公的手，根本不算什么~ 我看见爸爸的手我就不会再抱怨我的手到底有多皱!

不过杨爸爸的手绝对是世界上最温暖的手=D 

有一次突然停电，我一个人在厨房很害怕，四周完全一片黑，因为很激动一时也忘记方向，我一直向前冲(我好白痴O.O 我不懂我要冲去哪里?) ... 

结果我撞到板门，然后就大哭一直叫爸爸 T.T  当时还是一片黑暗我找不到爸爸...

突然有一只很厚大很温暖的手握住我~ 我摸到刺刺的! 我知道是杨爸爸 

我还记得他说，爸爸在这边... 哭什么? 酱大了还怕黑咩? 

我记得我回答说，没有，我撞到门头很痛T.T 

每次..........................

看见杨爸爸的手，很心疼...

看见杨爸爸在用铁打酒搽背后，很心疼... 

看见杨爸爸工作时跌倒受伤一拐一拐地走去厨房，很心疼...

看见杨爸爸的桌上放满铁打药膏贴，很心疼... 

看见杨爸爸冲凉后穿冷衣，就知道他生病了，很心疼...

偏偏我就是很坏蛋的女儿.... 我做什么事情都习惯先斩后奏，最后才通知杨爸爸~ 

就算是我选读酒管...我也是申请到奖学金后才告诉他~ 

我知道他想我选择医科的...妈妈很早就告诉我了

不过我真的没有那个本事=( 

那一天全家人还陪我去Berjaya Ucollege那边交register form n register fees ... 

我每一次都是最幸福的那个=) 我永远不会忘记小学1年级的第一天和第二天爸爸妈妈都特地来学校陪我下课... 

杨妈妈去帮我买面，杨爸爸去帮我买西瓜...我坐在食堂等他们...陪我吃完才离开

相较之下，而没有这样的幸福待遇...因为那时爸爸妈妈都比较忙了...加上我已经2年级所以我可以帮她买食物~ 

在Berjaya交form的那天，杨妈妈依然还在念我...她企图我改变我的思想~ 不过xD 杨爸爸跟她讲，她喜欢不是可以咯...你不要管她~ 酒店也很好嘛...改次我们可以免费住酒店叻

我好感谢好感谢杨爸爸身体力行地支持我吖! 多么地感动! 

对了, 我记得我小时候哦...爸爸一直叫我去参加学校的camp的...他非常地鼓励

因为可以学习自立...所以我很自立! haha xD 

阿哟...我真的参加过很多生活营咯... 从小学到中学都是~ 

hehe ... 其实我知道我去camp爸爸有担心的叻! 以前我还以为他那么放心我一个人在营里面=(

form1的时候我有去参加一个生活营在学校举办的...回到家的时候，涵涵告诉我，爸爸带她去学校站在门口看我~ O.O 我去3天2夜...爸爸放工回家就问涵涵要不要去看阿雯(就是我xD)...涵涵说当时我在排队拿晚餐没有看到他们...她跟爸爸去了2天...ohhhh...我听到后好感动吖T.T 

原来杨爸爸那么不放心我xD 

还有1次是小学4年级...我们4点多通通睡不着开完灯在整栋楼走上走下....爸爸经过我们学校停在路边看我...我看到他的车所以我回家问他 做莫他4点多在学校门口的? 

他讲他要去工作的, 然后看到我们开完灯以为我们做莫所以停下来看一下.... T.T 

多么可爱的杨爸爸 =D 

虽然他看起来很凶，就连他打喷嚏我也会被吓到~ 

虽然他会骂我，他有时蛮不讲理~ 

不过他是我伟大的爸爸=D 父兼母职那么多年不是谁都可以办到的! 

杨爸爸，新年快乐，万事如意，身体健康，长命百岁，恭喜发财! 

✖ Siwon™ 

Home sweet Home

我是幸福的人，我知道...不过我从来不这样告诉别人...

3餐温饱，有个不错的家，很好的爸爸妈妈，还有2个傻婆妹妹，还很幸运的度过了17个新年 =)   

我还有医不好的皮肤病叻~ 上帝很爱我...它怕它在茫茫人海中找不到我所以给了我特别的记号~ 

我的手臂每年在特定的时候都会脱皮，脚底也会在特定每年的某个时段裂开... 很痛还会流血不过我习惯了~ 太多年了

小小的时候，妈妈爸爸阿姨外婆都到处带我去看医生...我也不知道去过多少医院了...是有些好转不过治标不治本

我很早以前就看开啦...不过因为别人的眼光所以我多少有些在意 ~ 

小时候开始很多aunty看到我的脸红红白白就以为我皮肤很好...就会说我你妈妈照顾到你们很好哦~ 每天煲汤给你们喝对吗? 你从金马仑来的对吗? 马来人就误以为我是游客-.- dari China ? Jepun ? Fuu~~ 
不过我是混血儿咯xD sempalit混tras的local mix-blooded...haha! 


6岁以前我记得我完全不能吃任何海鲜的叻...可是之后又可以吃了~不懂为什么... 
不过哦...T.T 最近我好像又不可以吃了...为什么叻zzz 我好喜欢吃虾! 又如何? 我的身体不喜欢它! 妈妈又常常煮虾...argh
我其实吃了才很久我才发现...我开始敏感=( 现在惨了...我的背后好像很严重... 
红红的一块一块..又会很痒...我不敢抓怕留疤痕...要开始戒口了~ 不过新年妈妈一定会煮虾的~ 全部都很喜欢嘛... 
其实我昨天才问老朋友，我们朋友那么多年..你看见我时常这里脱皮那里脱皮会恶心吗? 不会叻..还说内在美比较重要
不过哦...我外在美跟内在美都没有怎样么? 
我知道爸爸也是很关心我的皮肤病的...去年在深圳他要我去看中医...只是那个中医看起来像骗人又很noob... 
他讲我只是小问题...只要买他的药吃了几个疗程就会断根~ 几钱? 1个疗程8千元... 哈哈 给你8元你都要偷笑了...还8千
我不要...我跟爸爸讲买了我都没吃的...还有他一看就像骗人的~
我知道我问题出在哪里咯...以前有一个医生说我缺少一种vitamin...别人都有就我没有~ 很特别叻
没有就没有咯~ 最多不是每天搽这个搽那个啦~ 冲凉过后最最最麻烦的...


除了这个...我还有是幸运嘛~ xD 
其实去年看spm刚好第二天考Sejarah...家里发生一些事情差点让一个家破碎~ 说来话长.....所以不说啦 
我不想记得不好的事情，现在的我只是向前看而已! 这件事没有影响我考试~ 不过心里多少有些阴影...
没想到电视上发生的，我可以亲眼目睹...wow...算了啦~ 过去的就让它过去吧! 我很早就把它看淡啦~


今天又是一个睡到自然醒的早上! 10点我就爬起来了...我真的不该那么早醒的zzz 
其实我每天早上起来最期待的就是杨妈妈跟我讲...起身了吖~ 我煮了xxx... 去拿来吃. 然后我就'喔'啦! 
通常我'喔'了...我就走去看电视摸这个摸那个没有去拿东西吃~ 然后杨妈妈就会弄好给我叫我去吃=D 
不只是我...还有那2个傻婆也是酱~ 吃完了碗放在桌上哦...杨妈妈又顺手拿去洗! 最~ 爽的ha! 
杨爸爸也是咯...其实我好妒忌我爸爸...因为杨妈妈每天千依百顺! 爸爸一回家，妈妈就盛饭捧汤...haiz 
可是，他还要酱对她=( 不过我不予置评~ 手心手背也是肉嘛...爸爸照顾我们那么多年，妈妈又为了家打拼多年~ 
我知道杨妈妈现在在学习忍耐还有视而不见...听而不闻~ 她很成功一下咯...
她正在学习看股票，她讲不然她会乱想东西哦! 人家看着戏，她就一直转台看股票zzz 她终于成为悠闲的家庭主妇了


今天无所事事做了一天的废才...O.O 我没有带到课本回来...温习不到啦! 
Chef Loke又要我们每个人学会7种汤的recipe...开学后又要交assignment...开学的2个星期后又mid term! arghh... 
刚刚去check mail来...eugene send他的assignment给我看...惨了T.T 多到我想哭...他讲他用4天才做完-.- 
好! 我决定了! 为了不要浪费library fees, 开学后我要天天去那里温习! 不要跟她们去逛街了...为了我3.0的CGPA ! 
如果给人cut掉scholarship , 我一定给我妈妈cut掉的咯...今天我有跟她提到一下...她讲到dhm好像很容易酱 zzz 
今天她弄午餐一直叫我做这个做那个叻...洗米，煲饭，还叫我看她煮菜...haiz 弄到我好像读dca多过像dhm -.- 明明是管理O.O 变厨房!


不过我很享受今天的午餐=D 我和杨妈妈2个人一边吃bah kut teh , 一边聊天... 
自从昨天回到家后，她就一直叫我吃水果~ 还要我带一箱柑出去kl ... ei , 不过那个柑哦...真的很甜叻! 我突然间爱上它~ 冷冷又容易peel the skin~ 我每天放学回家没有晚餐，就吃3粒柑当晚餐~  Mask也很喜欢咯~ 我一片它一片 >.< 
在kl , 每天回家后不是游泳，看戏，就是玩wii ... 没有的上网很可怜-.- 闷到发霉...我又不温习wor...很懒 
还是回到raub舒服=) 可以出去喝茶找朋友...空气又比较好~ 豆豆少很多! 感觉脸上的毛孔都会呼吸了xD 
又可以看见我的ah kim...不需要跟人做sardin鱼挤monorail ! 


I love RAUB , I am a Raubian ! 


下午突然很困，一下子睡了3个小时...起来的时候好像8点了...天气冷到! 我根本不想起床冲凉...我一直窝在被里面...好久才肯起身haha 然后又帮杨妈妈去车站阿姨...-.- 我去错车站了~又白兜一个大圈haiz 
hoho! 阿姨讲我的脸尖了~ 以前包包脸的...现在没有了哦...我觉得还好咯~有没有自己知的嘛...她太久没见我了啦
10.30pm czy约去喝茶...还有jon , alvin n xuekei ~ blablabla ... ks没有mood不要去~ 没关系咯...我明白! 
12点...2nd round去najath ... 不过alvin走了咯~ 一直吹到1点半才回家... 载他们回去的路上，我们看见bomba车叻...Bata店那边不懂做莫...很多烟哦~ 路人都停下看...
对了! 婉欣和宁明天回来咯...那个傻婆一定很开心的咯~ see u tomorrow ! xD
好冷哦...我还不困~ 不过我会让自己困的! Goodnight


ps: aiya ... today never take any pic xD 


✖ Siwon™ 

Trip to M❤lacca

28/1 > 
After finished our class , elaine , darren n me went to Department of Student Service to take our awarded scholarship letter ...
Shit lo ... CGPA must 3.0 and above O.O Omg .. Omg .. O..M..G 
what to do ? hardworking a abit la -.- 18th of Feb mid term ooo ~ so fast ! 
afterwards , darren accompanied me went to McD bungkus set lunch ~ 
sherlyn , elise them went to buy Hot&Roll ...


1.30pm jor ... we rushed to HangTuah LRT station ... wow ... so many people 
after half an hour we reached Bukit Jalil bus station . haha ... there was a funny thing xD 
Many taxi drivers over there kept on asking people whether want to take taxi bo 
Got a Chinese uncle , he spoke Cantonese d ... 
Johor , Singapore , Seremban .... 小姐你要去哪里? 
Elise answered the uncle , 我要去australia可以吗 O.O wow ... she so dare to talk like this 
The uncle seemed like beh song oo ... he said , 我载你去美国要没有? 要就来! 来啦! 
All of us laughed non-stop ! haha ... elise , u are really COOL! i admired her braveness -.- 


We reached Malacca about 5pm something ... elaine brought us to take Panorama mini bus to the RedHouse ...actually this bus is for tourists d ... it will bring u along to the tourist spot 

elaine & sherlyn 

siwon yo..(who take this pic -.- really not pro enough la) 

the cool & 'hyperactive' darren 

cathy & elise ... same jacket from ROMP 

no matter where ... he can fall sleep zzz

waiting for elaine's boy boy to pick us 

scorpion ! fake d .. but hou yeng arh 

hehe .. elaine n her boy ~ jacky 

i love this pic ~ everyone look good =) 

the place we stayed .. actually this is not a hotel .. is a motel -.- 

emm...we all don't like these beds ... scary n weird ~ elaine have asked the boss that we wanted to change the bed cover .. the boss said ok ! but he didnt change it arghh ... whatever la ... ma cincai sleep la ~ 1 night only @@ 

the temple infront of our motel ~ 

windy day ... fresh air ~ i love it ^^ 

we were finding for our dinner ~ 

many people oo ~ especially tourists ... korean many oo 

darren n cathy enjoyed their dinner so much ~ see their face then know 

satay celuk .. jacky brought us to there ^^ cheap n nice ~ 

after having our dinner , jacky brought us to the beach ... but we saw nothing -.- all in dark ...where was the sea ? hmm...actually we felt like wanted to go the beach play play d ...but elaine have to back home before 10.. we paisei to make her trouble ~ so nvm lo 

jacky fetched us to the red house , but we did want to go back motel first xD! we decided to go the beach ourself .. darren said he recognised the way to the beach ~ then we started our journey ... walk walk walk around 15 minutes i think ... WE REACHED! hahahaha~ wow ! 

sand n my feets ~ xD i shouldn't take off my shoes d as my legs easy allergy -.- but don't have other methods la~ i wore high heels slippers O.O really dai sei ... 

after that , we went for dessert xD! beside the beach ... a seaside night club ~ but we didnt go inside la ~ 

Cannon... BOOM ! 

took photo at night really felt different arh ~ 

we were trying our new shirts from Brands outlet ... 50% quite cheap xD i love my Polo tee

2nd day , we were preparing to go out to start our assignment research =) 

shit face xD! inside the motel ... great korea style decoration ~ 

inside the museum and doing our research ~ this was The Malays Tradisional House...cool 

 what a COOL boat ~ 

we bought it at Jonker Street ... hawaii style xD

cool ~ i mean the weather 

we were inside the Democratic Government Museum ... here got 5 museums -.- this was just the 3rd museum we visited ... freaking tired ~ took a rest ^^ haha ... i purposely show the shit face ~ 

the SKULL mark very yeng ! 

just for FUN nia ... xD

hi , Mr.Cheng Ho =D 

the last time i went to Malacca was 5 years ago ... emm ... i couldn't remember where i visited and with who ? @@ 

cathy lost her camera unfortunately =( this was the only bad thing for us .. so sad 

anyway , i enjoyed this trip very much =D there was full of fun and joke ~ thx to my colleagues ^^ 

✖ Siwon™