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Long time no blog already ~ i dont know what to write :( feel bored to write daily life~ even though my new life is quite interesting haha.. but anyway i brought BLOG trend to my close friends ^^ 
they are addicted to write blog! Give me FIVE....B-)
siwon arh , siwon , where are you? 
siwon lost herself :( before this even though i feel sad but my sadness won't long than one day d~ huh...what's wrong with me? 
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!!! W-R-O-N-G with me! --- Lee Hom's song :D 


Everything looked DULL recently...emm how to describe leh...
i think is moody ~ and i knew that i lost a friend already :( the most noob thing is i care only 
learn to let go....i am trying hardly~ no matter how hard i will try d
Feel sorry to friends around me :( especially ph let him worry and scare so much sorry ya... 
He is so cute~ he thought me sad until no mood eat dinner...
actually i less eat dinner also la~ not because of keep fit ^^ is just a habit~ because got yc ma! (yc at raub only)
ps : Few days didn't have dinner really will thin abit d xD good thing is obviously round stomach will small abit~ and pants skirts will become BIGGER! hahaha but bad thing is gastric came back T.T 
And i won't renege my promise d :D i believe i can do it~ nike: JUST DO IT! 
Emm another thing is i drank beer is because of can't fall sleep la~ i swear...
U know d...sometimes people can't fall sleep because think too much already la~ that's why lo 
Hey my dear friends i know what am i doing~ no worries :)
Anyway i will find myself back d! Positive thinker~ very postive thinker! 
Forgo is ready for new start......hmm HARD to forgo~ but depends on time only 


But it's so sad to hear that i can't be trusted :( especially told by someone you care :( really hurt haiz
I know that i always joke to anyone...but sometimes i am a serious person too arh...
why want say so wor...like this will get nei shang d~ haiz :( 
what people told me i will think is true because no reason let me dont believe what~ 
This called naive~ i knew that long time ago thx for somebody remind -.- 
Yeah, i naive again~ and fool again~ but what to do? i really blind jor T^T 
Last night cha yi dian dian~ i press SEND! but at last i didn't press it :) 
something is uncontrollable d...tears same~ feeling same~ but tolerated...
Dream is just dream...can't become true and it's time to wake up~~
Maybe i lost myself in dream! yup! sleep for too long............hmm that's right 
But i admired my braveness :D i tell it out~ 
even though the outcome different from what i expect, i have nothing to regret now 
Because i did it LOL! 
Yaya...remember! Always don't expect :) it makes people sad~ really. 


Em! something weird happened to me...i felt hard to breathe recently! 
Something block my heart or stomach or trachea i think....have to breathe deeply just can get the fresh air
Very suffer :( have to keep on breathe deeply.... 
What's wrong huh ? First time got such feeling...so bad :( 
Somemore something blocked my oesophagus , appetite lost -.- 


Something funny and interesting happen on me today~ had good mood today :) 
Sounds like long time no good mood LOL
After finished class, Darren and Elaine and me back together by monorail~ 
But we different platform~ different direction...
Their train arrived~ then 2 sopo sozai sticked their face to the glass said Byebye to me 
Darren said F U with his smiling face somemore lolx 
Hahaha so warm :D that moment i didnt feel lonely anymore~ wholeheartedly 
I believe that in the future we will become good partners d :) good friends :)  

elaine here...emm abit blur~ 

 haha! i get Patrick straw ~ 2 leh ^^ i ordered for 1 set only but get 2 gifts haha! face problem XD! actually i want sponge bob d~ but bo liao T.T so sad! i waiting for next week!! they envy me so much hahaha...cheh~ all follow me go buy xD 

ps: Missing is uncontrollable... that is what i did now :( 

I am sorry but need time~ i tried the best already X) 

✖ Siwon™